tagboard has mysteriously been erased from blog...
this technical idiot will have to paste it on all over again...
went for MacRitchie run today...have come to realise tt am not in very good shape...i had to stop halfway!!!this is definitely the last straw for miss tay..a crescentian not even being able to complete the measly x-country.
anyway, have already planned my leeway...acjc! when i'm kicked out fr hc (perennial concern)...will join jeanne there in creating havoc..she seems to be having fun...
have to be fully geared up for econs test this fri so tt when i beg barnard later on, i have e saving gracept of doing well in his first test (doubt tt will happen too)
mugger toads
sheesh, promised in sec sch tt i'll not be relegated to the ranks of THEM, they who terrorise the dark side. this is not how i envied my spectrum of social life to be... slowly effacing away, erased by the "invisible hand"(#a.smith) of HC.
however, constant reminders abound tt main aim is to procure a decent scholarship, and am getting too obessive for comfort over my cv...pragmatism kicks in as i evaluate everthing using opp. cost analysis. if marginal costs are greater than marginal benefits, DON'T DO IT!
if point is currently under the ppb => under-utilisation of finite resources, therefore, need to INCRESE EFFICIENCY!
sigh, you get the gist...
sloman is now the MAN in my life, i breathe, eat, sleep,think,dream sloman. L will become inspiration for mugging. Cancel all social activites for the next 700 days or so, give and take a few exceptions (holidays, birthdays..one can't expect me to study everyday right?)
inspite of seemingly noble aspirations to confine myself to a virtual prison, have arranged plans to crash mjc,acjc,ajc and hopefully njc n rjc.
muahaha...the hypocrisy of it all, i think it makes me feel comforted/secured just to write my "vision" down...it suggests a finality and to some degree, however remote, that it might actually be realised.
tt's my problem, i don't want to mug, but i worry about not mugging, so i end up lazing, but not fully appreciating the idleness of my physical form, therefore, i try to engage in some primal brain activity, which brings me back to the pt of why i'm not mugging.being too idealistic here, visualised an instituition whereby we go there to discuss philosophy,the deeper meaning of life etc, but not to sit exams for it, cos the whole debate abt ethics being examinable soon kicks in w great vigour...
ahhh...debate..not making much progress, first real debate next week, still have'nt received the motion.suitably impressed (as usual) w the speakers today. i think i'm impressed by everything, which just goes to show how narrow/shallow we were in crez, maybe it's just me though (most prob...lol)...
i wanna go to india. but tt's another long entry tt wld interupt my essential beauty sleep.see what i mean??? i'm too concerned with trivial issues like sleeping at least 8 hrs per day. shall dream of india then.
